Showing posts with label inner demons. Show all posts
Showing posts with label inner demons. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Getting the Nuts in the Box

Sitting in silence.
  Alone to the bone.
A soft madness tickles over my spine.
Already now, the inner lining to the oh so tenderest side of my lower lip, is chewed clear through to the fat--giving birth to a coral reef like place,  where fragments of pink flesh dangle and snag between incisors.
I nibble at them in the dark.
That's when i hear it.
Or think it.
Somewhere behind me.
Souring me with a heavy taste.
An over-the-shoulderism shutters through my leathery organs. Impossibly. As there is an outer wall not but six inches behind.   
Like worms in my ears... I hear this charred whisper crackle.
"All the greats killed themselves... coward."
The accusation is what scares me.